Its month of August and don't knowbwhy all of a sudden I am depressed mumma. So much happening in life right now. Finally I said yes to Basty. I don't know if he is the right one for me but I feel so. In midst of all fights and stuffs we still feel for each other. I know i ve been in so many messed up relationships but I really want us to be together mumma. Do you remember him? He came to see you in church with me.
Trip to India was a bore I would say. Nothing at all happened and everyone was so bothered about me being fat! I know mumma ive been dealing with my eating disorder for long.
As I said before, everything seems odd to me now. Unrealistic and fading away while I'm watching. Sometimes I just wish you would come and take me away.
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