dream

I wish you would come to me while I am asleep,
Kiss me on the forehead and sing for me...
I will wake up believing it was a dream!!!

still there

Its been more than a year and a day doesn't go by when I don't think of her and miss her.

Dad's Bday

Its his bday mom...we used to go to church together, give him kisses together...life was so good!

I cant hold your hand or kiss you on the cheeks
When I talk to you, it echoes in my mind!
I still feel you beside...
you are more than just a memory...
World goes on and so does time..
And you are gone..
But you will never be forgotten...

June went by

I never got enough time with you mumma..

lot of things remain unspoken....

I still miss u to the core....

I wish to c u more day by day...

time lapse ....

Another Mothers Day

Mumma,

so here is another mothers day without u by my side...everyone calling their moms and wishng , giving loves and hugs, I just sit here in front of this lap with moist eyes, thinking of u. I really miss ur kisses on my forehead. wish to hug u tight and cry on ur shoulder.

Life is hard, i live on thinking u r out there.... I love u mumma

Mebz

A year without you

Hi Mom,

So a year passed by without u in my side...Time is like flying in blink of second, I remember running around teasing you, playing wid u n ofcorse the fights... but above all ur love for me.. I miss dose mom..I know even u do right!! Now I am in Australia, far away from home..yet heart is still der in our small home..dad, bro..with them always..all four of us in four different parts..strange...life bhi kabhi ajeeb hai ...

I don't know how I survived this one year, maybe I always thought u r in Dubai...never accepted the fact that u r not with me anymore..i cant accept it...Friends give me lot of support, I met some really good people here and I am staying with them, being with them makes me happy, I hope the happiness stays ... afterall Happiness is shortlived...

Bday without u

My First Bday without u mumma...

Past 24 yrs i ve been seeing or hearing ur wish! :( this time its just me... A lonley bday in my apartment, Ramesh sent me a cake else that wouldn be there too..u ve always wanted me to cut cakes for every bday! How i wish i could see u today! Going to Chalakudy evening... I wish to be with our family, Nobly also sad :( ... Dad dint wish me yet..Grrrrrr

Luv u Mumma

Letter

No Phone calls no letters...
None of this can be reached!
Where did u go Mumma
Far away to NeverLand I hope! 

25th Anniversary celebs

Happy 25th wedding anniversary Maa... This day was ur dream. I remember uve been saying to celebrate the silver jubilee in grant way with al lof us! But God had other plans I guess, nothing works the way we want.

We celebrated it the way you wanted maa.. I went to our old age home... spend time with the mothers there..arranged for evening tea and snack...

I always wish u were here with us mumma, whenevr i think eyes r filled with tears and i go blank. To believe u r not there any more in this world is never easy. I like to think u r here with me, somewhere in this air, in this nature! This 8 months, 26 days   passed not so easily mumma! 

25th Anniversary

Tomorrow is the 25th Wedding Anniversary of Mom n Dad! 25 years! Mom had made plans for this since their 20th anniversary telling we will celebrate this with dhoom dham! But she wont be here with us to celebrate...rather would be watching over and will be sending her love and blessing from above!

What will I say to dad tomorrow? Every year I've  been wishing him on his special day with a surprise gift! 

It really pains when things don't turn out exactly as the way you planned. And its not easy to cope with the situations you have to face after that. Tears roll down as we think of the fun times we had once...

Life goes on as it is..but memories never fade...anniversaries will come, birthdays will come... You will always be missed Mumma....