Tuesday, 18 April 2023

10 years without you

 Today marks your 10th anniversary in heaven. Sometimes its scary thinking my kids will never get to know you or will I forget you when I am old. I believe you have found your peace mom  

Sometimes it feels like you never left us. You’ve been here with us each and every moment. You always give me subtle sign’s whenever I miss you, like a cloud formation in sky or as a monarch butterfly fluttering in front of my eyes. You are always there and will be forever. 

Thursday, 13 April 2023

5 years later

 Life happened and its 2023 now. A lot has changed over the years. I got married, moved to NZ and started working, had my baby girl in 2019. Her name is Gabriella and we call her Gaby. She is amazing and fills our life with so much happiness and joy. I see you in her eyes every day. Rejoined testing after a long gap of 7 years. Struggled a lot and saved enough to buy a small house, had another baby boy in 2022. He is named as Mikhayel. Both named after angels and who will watch over them hopefully. 

They have kept me sane over the years. I never imagined my life would change drastically with kids coming. I always wonder only if you were here to see them. I know you are watching from above, but I wish upon a star every now and then for my kids to get to know you. 


Luv 

Mebz