Bday without u

My First Bday without u mumma...

Past 24 yrs i ve been seeing or hearing ur wish! :( this time its just me... A lonley bday in my apartment, Ramesh sent me a cake else that wouldn be there too..u ve always wanted me to cut cakes for every bday! How i wish i could see u today! Going to Chalakudy evening... I wish to be with our family, Nobly also sad :( ... Dad dint wish me yet..Grrrrrr

Luv u Mumma

Letter

No Phone calls no letters...
None of this can be reached!
Where did u go Mumma
Far away to NeverLand I hope! 

25th Anniversary celebs

Happy 25th wedding anniversary Maa... This day was ur dream. I remember uve been saying to celebrate the silver jubilee in grant way with al lof us! But God had other plans I guess, nothing works the way we want.

We celebrated it the way you wanted maa.. I went to our old age home... spend time with the mothers there..arranged for evening tea and snack...

I always wish u were here with us mumma, whenevr i think eyes r filled with tears and i go blank. To believe u r not there any more in this world is never easy. I like to think u r here with me, somewhere in this air, in this nature! This 8 months, 26 days   passed not so easily mumma! 

25th Anniversary

Tomorrow is the 25th Wedding Anniversary of Mom n Dad! 25 years! Mom had made plans for this since their 20th anniversary telling we will celebrate this with dhoom dham! But she wont be here with us to celebrate...rather would be watching over and will be sending her love and blessing from above!

What will I say to dad tomorrow? Every year I've  been wishing him on his special day with a surprise gift! 

It really pains when things don't turn out exactly as the way you planned. And its not easy to cope with the situations you have to face after that. Tears roll down as we think of the fun times we had once...

Life goes on as it is..but memories never fade...anniversaries will come, birthdays will come... You will always be missed Mumma....