Everyone copes differently, some cry for the loss of a loved one, others smile because they know they'll see them again.
Dear Mumma,
Its been thirteen days since you left us. THIRTEEN ....still i cant accept you are no more....
Will I be seeing you again mom? I dunno...Sometimes I cry to myself thinking if only I could see you once more. All those things I wanted to say to you is now left in a corner of my heart. I dono why I am writing this, but I feel you are out there watching me , reading my thoughts and I can let go of my pains through writing to you. Its been a week since you left us, time flies by..cant believe a week passed by without you in our home Mumma.. Everyone's been telling me they are sorry to hear about you, why would they be sorry!!!
Life is so empty without you mumma..never thought I would miss you so desperately. While looking at the pics we took for your last bday and I almost broke down. Noble is trying real hard to console me, but what can he say, I am happy that hes growing up mumma..taking responsibilities, taking care of dad. I dont know how to console Pops..mom...he has changed so much since you left. He never talks much, Yesterday saw him booking tickets to Pune for next month. When I asked why are you going pops, he said, Noble is going for MBA and you are in Cochin, its better I go somewhere for a short period of time,need a change from here. What do I do mumma? I feel like our family is scattered, you were the soul of our home and its no more a home without you. But I will try my level best mumma, to keep the three of us bonded with your memories.
Sometimes I wonder what all would have been in your mind that you wanted to tell us!I know a new home was your biggest dream which couldn't be done :( I still cant accept mumma that I wont be seeing you ever again. I still feel like you are in Dubai and will be coming for summer vacations like old times.Let my mind believe that mumma, at least I have the hope that you are out there. And I will write to you when ever I want to talk to you. You were the only friend I ever have mumma, you know na how idiotic I am in making friends. Now when I look back I am shocked to find out that you were the only person I open up to, my heart keeper,my best friend, my guide...What will I do mumma, give me strength..Please tell God to let you come to us once a while!!!
Luv,
Mebz
