Complaints to Heaven!!!

Dear Mom,

My heart cries because you are not here anymore,

I miss your loving arms in which I used to cuddle,

I miss the fun times we had,

I miss your scoldings at times,

I miss your cooking, you made so many wonderful dishes for us,

Your voice is no longer heard in the house,

You're still my mother, even if you are not here on earth anymore.

I hope you are enjoying your new life in heaven,

I know you are with your parents,

They will take care of you like you did here for us.

I am glad you feel no more pain and no more suffering,

I just could not see you in pain any more,

I know you feel no more sadness,

I know you can now see and hear us unlike before,

I know you no longer have memory loss like before,

Today I feel this pain when I have memories of you,

I know you would want me to be happy,

It is difficult to do this sometimes.

I missed your hug when I stepped up in my career,

Christmas will never be the same without you,

How will I buy a surprise gift for your bday?

We had planned to celebrate your 25th Wedding Anniversary, 

Without you dad is so alone.

My birthday, you won't be there to make my fav food,

Vacations will not be the same without you.

Who do I ask for advice in the future when I have my own children?

You promised me to look after them Mom....

I know I may sound selfish 

I miss you mom and I wish you could have stayed with us a little bit more.

Jesus,Please take care of her,

Also if you ever feel busy,do send her back to me,I'l look after her.

I know you are busy with Jesus now,

I will see you someday when I come stand by Jesus.

Love,

Mebz